Stealing a cute baby, Lu Shao was too impatient to get in the car

256 pessimistic

Song Yaoling saw the pessimism revealed in Fan Yingyue's words, and hurriedly spoke softly to persuade: "You have too much involuntary control now, and Yu Xiaoyao must be able to understand, she knows that you are already a little bit concerned about Linlin. I can't take care of myself, so that's why she hides something from you. I just don't want you to add more burdens. You also have to believe that Yu Xiaoyao and Lu Jinyan have the ability to handle things between them. Don't think about it. So many."

Listening to Song Yaoling's authority, Fan Yingyue calmed down a little from the restlessness in her heart, and smiled faintly at Song Yaoling.

Seeing Fan Yingyue's appearance now, Song Yaoling felt that Fan Yingyue's smile looked so distressing against the light, and wanted to make people unable to help but hold this pretendingly strong woman in her arms and take good care of her.

"I won't wait for Linlin to wake up if I have something to do in the company. I'll call and ask you about Jinyan and Yu Xiaoyao's affairs later, so don't worry." Song Yaoling stood up and walked towards the ward as he spoke. go outside.

Song Yaoling now realizes that he dare not get along with Fan Yingyue alone anymore, he is afraid that his emotions will lose control again and cause the situation like last time. Now that the surgery date is approaching, Song Yaoling doesn't want to burden Fan Yingyue any more.

"Okay, if there is any situation, don't hide it from me. You must call me and tell me, so I can feel at ease." Fan Yingyue still has some troubles with Yu Xiaoyao's situation.

"Well, I see, don't think too much these days, and pay more attention to rest."

"Honestly, where are you now..."

After Song Yaoling came out of the hospital, he dialed Lu Jinyan's number in the car.

"Family……"

Lu Jinyan's voice full of vicissitudes came from the other end of the phone, and it could be heard that he was suffering because of Yu Xiaoyao's departure.

"I'll go find you now." Song Yaoling hung up the phone with his brows furrowed. Since he met Lu Jinyan, he had never seen him look so decadent. It seems that once a person has true feelings, he really has a weakness. Thinking about it, Song Yaoling couldn't help but twitched the corners of his lips in a self-deprecating manner, maybe he was trapped by love.

"What the hell is going on now?"

Song Yaoling was really taken aback when he saw Lu Jinyan. This person in front of him is not as ambitious and domineering as before, but now he looks like a body that has been drained of all his strength, and his whole body is lifeless. .

"Did you bring wine!"

Lu Jinyan asked Song Yaoling behind him with a low voice while walking towards the sofa with a somewhat shaky figure.

Song Yaoling knew that Lu Jinyan must be feeling very uncomfortable now, so he bought some wine on the way here, put the wine in his hand on the table next to the sofa, and then picked up a bottle and sat beside Lu Jinyan.

Lu Jinyan took advantage of the opportunity to open a can, drank more than half of the bottle, and then slowly said: "Xiaoyao took Zixuan and left, just like that, leaving me without any clues..."

After Lu Jinyan finished speaking, he picked up the wine bottle and took a few sips again, as if his inner emotions were about to be concealed.

"Even if it's because of my mother's persecution, she should have told me that she shouldn't hide everything in her heart, so that a person who is calm in the inner sky bears all the pain silently."

Song Yaoling saw Lu Jinyan who seemed to be talking to himself like this, and felt very uncomfortable in his heart, as if he could empathize with all the pain in Lu Jinyan's heart now.

"You know, I don't blame her for leaving me without a sound at all, I blame myself, why didn't I discover her unhappiness earlier, and her inner struggle earlier, now things won't be like this , in the last few days when she was planning to leave, she still prepared breakfast for me as usual, adjusted my tie every day before going out, and chatted with me. At that time, she had already foreseen today's separation, and her heart should be How painful it is, but I didn't even notice it at all..."

As Lu Jinyan spoke, his hands trembled uncontrollably, and his eye circles couldn't restrain their redness.

"Sincerely, now is not the time for you to blame yourself, you should cheer up and get Yu Xiaoyao back quickly."

Song Yaoling saw how Lu Jinyan was troubled by love now, and was afraid that he would continue to be depressed like this.

"I've searched all the places I could, and contacted all the people I could contact. It seems that this time Xiaoyao really made up her mind to leave, but she didn't leave me any clues. Now I can't help feeling a little In a daze, did Xiaoyao really appear in my life? Why did she leave without a trace when she left. "

Lu Jinyan sighed in disbelief, his whole heart was filled with strong longing, as if it was about to burst.

"Now you are too irrational, you should cheer up, I believe that the reason why Xiaoyao chose to leave must be due to her unavoidable difficulties, but if even you are in such a slump now, then the relationships you had before will all be lost in the end." To draw a full stop, besides, Xiaoyao's choice to leave may be because she doesn't want you to be embarrassed because of their mother and son, and to be criticized. I believe that she must have considered you when she made this decision, but if she knows now If your life is like this now, it will definitely be even more uncomfortable. Now the only person who can save your relationship is you, you must cheer up. "

Although Song Yaoling would not say some comforting words on weekdays, but seeing Lu Jinyan's exhausted appearance now, he couldn't help but keep breathing from the sidelines.

At this time, when Lu Jinyan heard from Song Yaoling that he was going to end with Yu Xiaoyao completely, his heart felt like he had received an electric shock.

Although Lu Jinyan was very lost and at a loss these days, he subconsciously thought that Yu Xiaoyao would definitely return to his side, but now that Yu Xiaoyao had left so completely, if he was really so depressed, then it was very likely that he would be like Song Yaoling As I said, I and Xiaoyao are really coming to an end.

"No, I would really die without Xiaoyao."

Lu Jinyan couldn't imagine how the rest of his life would be without Yu Xiaoyao's appearance, such thoughts simply passed through his mind and made Lu Jinyan feel a strong sense of suffocation.

"So now you need to brace yourself!"

Seeing that what he said seemed to have some effect, Song Yaoling continued to speak.

"Xiaoyao, where are you now!"

Lu Jinyan knew that there was no way for him to be depressed for a long time, but now he really had no way to find Xiaoyao, so he couldn't help feeling a little out of control.

Song Yaoling saw Lu Jinyan's appearance of trying to bear himself so hard at this time, and he couldn't bear it. He knew that Lu Jinyan's calm appearance now hides great pain. Just like everyone else.

Feeling the strong sense of oppression beside Lu Jinyan at this moment, Song Yaoling couldn't help but think of himself and Fan Yingyue. Although Lu Jinyan and Yu Xiaoyao had some twists and turns, fortunately they already knew each other's feelings. It is even more sad that the love you can't get is even more sad.

"Zixuan, how are you doing in kindergarten today?"

On the way home from school after picking up Zixuan, Yu Xiaoyao could tell that Zixuan hadn't been in high spirits these days since she left Lu Jinyan's side. Xuan has adapted to the current life.

Hearing Yu Xiaoyao's inquiry, Zixuan just kept his head down and kept silent. Although Yu Zixuan didn't know why he and his mother moved here suddenly, he knew that all the decisions made by his mother were for himself. Well, I shouldn't just annoy my mother blindly, but every time Yu Zixuan sees other children being picked up by his father after school, the familiar sense of worry once again envelopes him, and he can't get rid of the depression in his heart no matter what.

"Zixuan, mom has good news for you. Mom found a new job today. Just before picking you up for school, she went to the supermarket to buy your favorite dishes to celebrate, and even bought you a lot of them as an exception. Your favorite snack."

Seeing that Zixuan didn't speak, Yu Xiaoyao continued talking to herself with great interest, trying to arouse Zixuan's interest.

Sure enough, after Yu Zixuan heard Yu Xiaoyao's words, he slowly raised his head to look at Yu Xiaoyao, and then whispered to Yu Xiaoyao in a slightly timid voice: "Mom, if Zixuan doesn't If you want these snacks indiscriminately, then can we go back to Dad..."

When Yu Xiaoyao heard Zixuan's sincere words at this time, she hurriedly turned away from looking at Zixuan's big innocent eyes, for fear that Zixuan would see her red eyes.

"Mom, Zixuan really misses Dad..."

As soon as Yu Zixuan said these words, the longing that had been suppressed in his heart these days seemed to find a gap, and instantly burst out with tears.

Zixuan, mother doesn't want father, mother is about to be tormented to death by longing!

Yu Xiaoyao knew that now was not the time for her to collapse, she had to be strong, otherwise Zixuan would be even more at a loss and insecure.

After adjusting her breathing and tone, Yu Xiaoyao knelt down slowly, held Zixuan's pink face gently with her hands, gently scraped the tears off Zixuan's cheeks with her thumbs, and said gently: "Zixuan, mother I know you miss Dad very much, but we have to leave his side because of our last resort. Only in this way can Dad and Zixuan not be harmed. This is the only way, we must do this. Zixuan, now we are Back to the previous life again, we only have each other in our life, mother only has Zixuan, mother will love you even harder than before, can Zixuan forgive mother's decision now?"

Yu Xiaoyao couldn't help showing a hint of pleading between her words, she really didn't know when she would completely dismantle the disguise she had built up these days, if Zixuan continued to cry now, Yu Xiaoyao was afraid that she would really Will feel distressed to death.

"Mother……"

Zixuan has lived with Yu Xiaoyao since he was a child, so his mind is more mature than ordinary children. Now Yu Zixuan can see the urgency in his mother's eyes and the slight trembling of his lips, and he blames himself very much in his heart. I was too ignorant just now to make my mother sad.

"Mom, Zixuan is wrong, Zixuan should not be unreasonable to mother, Zixuan loves mother the most."