blueteamnovel Chapter 243: Confrontations
Chapter 243: Confrontations
Chapter 243: Confrontations
Vayu looked the beautiful orc in the eye, Miss Katag, we need to talk.
Vayu? What is it? Tauri asked curiously. She glanced at the large dire bear next to him and whistled, Pretty amazing beast by the way. Where did you find it?
...The Hunters Guild acquired him deep in Glimmer Grove Forest, near Vulture Woods. My family bought him from the guild after I lost my fire drake and hawk.
...Im sorry for your loss, she said softly. I sometimes have nightmares about that night.
We all do, Vayu sighed. We dont know when that Monster might appear again. Or if well even survive another encounter
Dont remind me, she chuckled anxiously.
We have to try and enjoy each day we have, he nodded slowly. Which is why I find it strange why you would torture Loh.
Torture? Tauri frowned. Id never hurt Loh, shes my best friend.
I overheard your conversation with Loh a few minutes ago, Vayu patted his dire bears shoulder.
You cast a binding spell and eavesdropped on us through your bear!? Tauri snarled.
I was training my bear, helping him get used to my true magic. I didnt mean to listen to your conversation with Loh, but it happened And I saw it.
Saw what, asshole? she glared at him.
I saw you shy away from Loh the moment she tried to express herself, I saw the look on your face.
W-what are you talking about?
You know, dont you?
Why would I ask what are you talking about if I knew what you were sayi-
You know Loh is in love with you.
Tauri stiffened to a halt.
Vayu narrowed his eyes, Yeah, thats what I thought. He cleared his throat, Tell me this. Do you love her?
...This has nothing to do with you.
Vayu shook his head, So, let me get this straight. You know Loh loves you, but instead of turning her down, you let her pine over you? Instead of confronting the situation, you ignore her feelings and pretend they dont exist. All the while she is by your side, desperately hoping that you might one day see her for her.
Tauri raised her eyebrow, Says the man desperately in love with Loh.
I told her how I feel! I expressed myself and where I stood with my feelings. She turned me down and I respected her decision. I still love Loh, but I refuse to hold her back because when you love someone you put them first. But you, what have you done for your best friend? You just ignored her feelings? You think thats some form of kindness?
Tauri bit her lip, ...I didnt want us to lose our friendship, I didnt want to lose Loh.
How long have you known about Lohs feelings for you?Tauri sighed abashedly, ...Since we were students back at the academy.
Vayu burst into laughter, a bitter, painful sound. You Do you have any idea what shes gone through because of your indifference!? Had you just told her how you felt, she wouldnt have held those feelings in all those years. She wouldnt have felt so resentful! She wouldnt have let her br- Vayu snapped his mouth shut. She wouldnt have let her broken heart dictate the next several years of her life.
Tauri swallowed the lump in her throat, I I never meant to hurt her. I didnt want to hurt her, thats why I never said anything!
My gods, you really are a coward, he said in disgust. A good friend would have talked to her, turned her down, let her move on with her life! A best friend wouldnt have tried to change the topic every time Loh tried to share her feelings!
What was I supposed to say?! That I was in love with Aizel? Tauri laughed bitterly. You dont know anything! You werent there! Loh and Aizel didnt get along, at all. Loh only became more withdrawn when I got engaged! Tauri clenched her chest, ...So I pretended that I wasnt excited to get married, that it was just some kind of forced engagement by our parents. Had Loh known that I actually loved Aizel she probably would have hated both of us! I didnt want to lose my best friend!
A look of pity crossed Vayus teal eyes, he swallowed hard, ...Im sorry I shouldnt have said anything Excuse me. He bowed his head, climbed back on his dire bears saddle, and made his way to the back of the caravan.
As soon as he left Tauri groaned in frustration, Fuck, fuck, FUCK!
She tried shaking off the emotions rising in her chest, the feelings she had buried deep down years ago. She groaned and tried to focus on marching up the hill, one step at a time. Tauri spotted Stryg staring at her, wide-eyed, from atop the hill.
What are you looking at!? she yelled out angrily.
Um Nothing, Stryg mumbled and turned around.
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The warm spring day passed by quickly. Ismene was grateful for a lack of valley savages, but she was still wary of what might lurk in the dark. As night fell she had guards posted on each side of camp.
Dinner was a small affair, the guards and the other few servants ate around their own fires away from the mages. Etiquette dictated that they were not worthy of sharing a meal with mages, a concept Stryg had difficulty understanding. Back in the Blood Fang tribe the Mothers, the chief, and the shaman would get their food first, but everyone would still eat together. That is what it meant to be a tribe, solidarity. Yet, Stryg very little of that in the encampment.
The professors sat around a fire and ate in what Ismene had dubbed a comfortable silence. Which was a fancy way of saying she didnt like people talking while eating. Gale joined their fire, if simply only because she also shared Isemenes tastes in dinner talk.
Tauri ate by herself, she had created a small campfire with a simple orange spell a few dozen paces from camp. The dwarf, Cornelius Rotrusk, had tried to sit with her and strike up a conversation, but Tauri had simply given him a death stare. Cornelius smiled awkwardly and left.
Mm, point taken. Still, I wouldnt worry about Stryg.
Are you kidding me? Sylvie groaned in frustration. Why is it that youre all so trusting of that rude drow!? Like, one second hes nice and the other hes literally biting a kids cheek off!
Goblin.
Huh?
Stryg is a goblin hybrid. He probably is half-drow, but we dont know for certain.
He doesnt know? Sylvie blinked.
No, Stryg never met his parents. Hes from Vulture Woods.
Sylvie choked on her food, V-vulture Woods!? Hes a Sylvan goblin? I didnt know any of them had ever left the forest.
There are a lot of things you dont know about Stryg, Freya said quietly.
Like what?
...Doesnt matter.
What do you mean it doesnt matter? Stryg always acts angry and every one of you is always tip-toeing around it, pretending everything is fine. Why?
Freya warmed her hands above the fire, ...Not really a great dinner topic.
Sylvie crossed her arms, Captain, you told us you would do whatever it takes to help this team. How can a team function when there is no clear communication between its members?
...You really want to know? Freya sighed. Fine We lost someone... Clypeus Gale.
Clypeus? I remember Stryg mentioned the name once, but he never explained What happened?
Freya smiled bitterly, We were attacked, last spring, in the south region of Dusk Valley, at Widows Crag. It was one of the first attacks by the savage valley tribes.
Wait, you said we? You were there?
Our whole class was; Clypeus, Kitty, Nora, Kegrog, Stryg, and many others Not that youd know them, almost everyone died that night.
Huh? Sylvies voice cracked.
Freya closed her eyes tight as she recalled the painful memory, It was an ambush late at night, we were caught off from the professors. It was just us novices versus Lord Marek of the Cairn and his elite group of magi.
You met Marek!? The Marek? The warlord who ransacked Castle Mora? Sylvies eyes widened in shock.
Freya nodded numbly.
How did you escape?
Most of us didnt. Marek had us cornered on a cliff, Freya said shakily. Only a few of us managed to escape and it was only thanks to Clypeus Gale. He stayed behind and held off Marek and his mages Clypeus died on that cliff.
Sylvie swallowed hard, Stryg said Clypeus was the best of us. I think I finally understand what he meant. She furrowed her brow, Why didnt you tell me any of this sooner? Clypeus was a hero.
...Because we were ashamed, Freya whispered.
What?
Clypeus did not fight alone on that cliff His best friend fought by his side. Stryg fought by his side. Freya clenched her hands tight, Stryg and Clypeus stayed behind to protect us. While they fought for their lives we ran away. We abandoned them I abandoned them.
No Sylvie mumbled, tears in her eyes.
Freya looked away, unable to meet her gaze. Stryg barely survived and he suffered horrible injuries. Yet everyone blamed him for the ambush, they blamed Stryg for the deaths of the entire class. And I I just licked my wounds and hid while the academy ridiculed him.
Freya stood up and dusted off her pants, You wanted to know why Stryg always seems mad? Thats why. You wanted to know why I trust that rude goblin with my life? Because when everyone was about to die Stryg was one of the few who stood up to fight.
Sylvie opened her mouth, but there were no words she could find. She bit her lip and lowered her head in shame.
Im gonna head to sleep. You should get some rest while you can, Freya picked up her cloak and left.
Sylvie sat alone in silence and stared numbly at the crackling flames.
Authors Note:
Hello,
Yesterday I had my surgery. It was a lot more painful than what I thought it would be, but I'm on the mend. The doctor prescribed strong meds to deal with the pain, which have helped, but have left me quite drowsy and weak. I'll be taking a short hiatus for the next few days until I can recover enough to function normally.
Thank you for understanding,
~Frostbird