blueteamnovel Chapter 386
Chapter 386
The 33rd dragon scale (8)
Since Xue Hechi insisted, Zhu Wan didn't speak any more. She took out the quilt and pillow to him and went into the bedroom. Xue Hechi spread the quilt on the sofa himself. He had never slept on such a narrow sofa, and the sofa was old. Seriously, he was worried that he would crush it with a little turning over.
Zhu Wan didn't sleep either. She covered the quilt for the children, sat down at the table, took out her usual bookkeeping book, compared it with today's shopping list, and sighed. She really didn't want to use Xue Hechi's money, but in terms of her economic conditions, it's not enough to spend all her savings to buy Xue Hechi a famous brand suit.
You see, if the gap between two people is too large, how can they be together? Now looking back at the beginning, it was like an unreachable dream made by Zhu Wan. She thought she had caught it. In fact, it was just a mirror, which couldn't be true. Even she had to drown in the water because of this love.
She sighed and looked out of the dark window. Obviously, the family of four was together. Obviously, the situation seemed to be developing in a good direction - but Zhu Wan couldn't give birth to any hope at the bottom of her heart. She was frustrated and didn't want to give Xue Hechi any slim hope. It's unfair to anyone.
Thinking of this, she pushed open the bedroom door. Xue Hechi is lying on the sofa. His hands are long and his legs are long. When he lies down, his feet grow out. With his eyes closed, he has deep and handsome eyebrows and outstanding temperament. When he was in school, he was also a popular figure. He can be liked by such people. I don't know how much people envy him. But for Zhu Wan, this is a very low self-esteem thing. In any way, she is not worthy of him.
Zhu Wan doesn't love Xue Hechi?
She is naturally in love.
But she knows very well that this love has no meaning. Whether to her or Xue Hechi, this love is like a mountain, which is heavily pressed on Zhu Wan's shoulder, making her out of breath and suffering. At the same time, it also makes her understand that some people in the world really can't afford to love. His family won't accept you. Even strangers will feel that he is promoted by you.
Since there is no meaning, there is no need to be persistent.
Perhaps there was a sense in the dark. Xue Hechi seemed to know that Zhu Wan was looking at him. After slowly opening his eyes, he sat up and asked her in a gentle voice: "what's the matter?"
Zhu Wan looked at him calmly, "I have something to say to you about what you said before."
Xue Hechi naturally wanted to. He came over and put the blanket in his hand over Zhu Wan's shoulder. The children were afraid of heat. The air conditioner was turned on at home, which was very cold. Zhu Wan wrapped his blanket tightly, but instead of sitting on the sofa as Xue Hechi motioned, he dragged a chair. Her angle is relatively high. She needs to look down at him slightly. Only a dark floor lamp is lit in the living room, which more and more sets off Zhu Wan's delicate skin, and what flows between her eyebrows and eyes is charming.
"... I don't mean to get back together with you." Zhu Wan said, "I haven't even thought about it, so... Don't say anything to the children that they will misunderstand. I don't want to disappoint them."
Xue Hechi never thought that Zhu Wan came to tell himself this. He looked at her face and was inexplicably flustered, because he felt that what Zhu Wan said was serious, her attitude was determined and firm, and there was no room for recovery“ Why? Zhu Wan, even if you sentence me to death, you have to have a reason, otherwise I can't accept it. "
He noticed that he was too excited and was afraid to scare Zhu Wan, so he took a deep breath and reasoned with her: "five years ago, you called me to break up, and then left. I couldn't find you for a long time. Five years later, we met by chance. You still wanted to hide from my children, refused to communicate with me, and didn't even want to see me. Zhu Wan, what's wrong with me, You can tell me not to give me a chance. "
Zhu Wan is still calm. Strictly speaking, Xue Hechi, who knew nothing and was left behind by her, is not wrong, even innocent. But if you really want to talk about innocence, who can be more innocent than Zhu Wan? She still doesn't understand what happened to her. " That's all over. I don't want to mention it, and I don't want to say anything more to you. In short, I hope we can reach a consensus, don't say things that are easy to misunderstand in front of the children, and know that it's impossible for the two of us. "
Xue Hechi still couldn't accept Zhu Wan's refusal. He tried to hold her hand, but Zhu Wan dodged, "why? You don't like me. I'm so boring that you're tired of it? "
no, it isn't.
He is not boring. No one will think Xue Hechi is boring. He has a smart mind, can play the violin, taste wine, ride a horse and play chess. It seems that there is nothing he can't do in the world. But it's so good that it's not suitable for Zhu Wan. If Zhu Wan is still the 17-year-old Zhu Wan who can be desperate for love, she will certainly feel that other people's eyes and opinions have nothing to do with her? She likes this person, and this person likes her, doesn't it?
But when she was really mature, she realized that it couldn't work at all. There is a ditch between two people that can't cross, which is destined to have no intersection in this life.